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Yep, listening to Pantera again. Last time I listened to Pantera like this was 6 months, 1 day ago, in eerily similar circumstances.
My anger and disbelief know no bounds. My sorrow would otherwise be overwhelming (if not for the anger and Pantera) and my feelings of rejection are indeed sobering. You (who shall not be named, for your own fear of how you view yourself) have such an incredibly selfish, fucked up view of yourself and the world. You accept no responsbility for your actions - you claim to be "doing what you want", but in reality you're just a fucking coward, being pushed around by your bully. You're dangerously close to going on the same list as your bully. I feel like rallying my armies and fucking destroying you and all you (didn't) stand for. The fact that you would suggest moving Aurora's first birthday to another day other than her actual birthday is beyond comprehension. It takes a lot for me to get angry (like that time I ripped a door off it's hinges), but it seems to come a lot easier around you. Especially when you pull hurtful, stupid, selfish, dishonest shit like you did today. A well deserved fuck you, stay the fuck away from me.
posted by AndyN at 10:20 PM
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Wow. i was going to reply, but then had to pause on reading the rest... hmmm. anyway, just by sortof coincidence, i had on pantera too, this morning, in like my 6-month dose. Great Southern Trendkill for me, and i drove to work slightly nodding and smiling as that dude from AC and phil screamed away and was reminded of how good Dimebag really was (and not of pantera's 90% stupid lyrics, well, maybe 80% cos some are good, and not just angry and aggressive and juvenile)... yeah, wasn't in the slightest road ragey, but some fucker in a white van did cause me to brake as hard as i could and let him/her know with my horn that it wasn't the best idea... but i still wasn't fazed, just alert and enjoying the music, much better than the silence in my car since my battery died a few months back adn killed my radio...
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